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Some random uploads I've done for requests:

Jrock:

( albums )

( mp3s )

Picspam for classicblissii, because she lost all her pictures and is an awesome mom XD

( Be aware: 300 pictures )

Seems like lately I'm only posting memes XD
I promise a 'real' entry soon!!

( Ey DJ!! )

Title:Broken (oneshot)
Author:blacksoul12012
Pairings:Sihan, broken Sihanchul
Genre:Angst
Word count:369
Disclaimer:If I owned them, be sure I wouldn't write fanfiction ^^
A/N:This story just came into my mind when I woke up one day. It's short but I hope you enjoy it!

( All this tells you <i>it's over</i> and still all you can do is to try. )

Today I got my period (yes nice topic I know >___>). There are months when it doesn't bother me at all and then there are months when I think I have to die. I was in the city with my mom and when I came home I thought I'd die of pain >___> I made tea, took a pill and went to bed. Even worse is that my legs hurt really bad.
Right now I don't feel anything because the pill is finally working. My body is really weird sometimes *sighs*

Otherwise than that I feel slightly exhausted. Not only because I have to do much, but also because of the mountain of work I see in front of me T_____T I have to learn so much this vacation, IT SUCKS!!!!! I DON'T WANT TO ;_________;

On New Year's Eve I was at the house of one of my classmates. It was really cool, we stayed there till 7 in the morning XD At 0 o'clock we made our own little 'firework'. It was really good to enjoy the company of some people without any fighting or stress. All in all a very nice evening XD

101 things in 1001 days

And another ( meme )

I'm currently listening through all my music...damn that's a lot!!! I have about 5000 songs and right now I'm listening to song #1308...WAY TO GO!!!*sighs*

I wish you all a happy new year 2009. May all your dreams come true!! I'm going to a party soon, so I hope you're enjoying the evening as well, or did enjoy it or will enjoy it XD


Please go there, you would do me more than a favour!

Today I was eating some sushi I bought a few days ago. Well actually I only ate one piece because it was frozen sushi and the rice just tastes horrible >_____> The fish is allright, but the rice UARGHHH!!!!

Really I'm missing my laptop more and more each day *sighs*
I want to have my photoshop back T_____________________________________________T

I hope lost_view can visit me on saturday so we can redye my hair and cut hers XD I thought about getting a similar hairstyle to Takeru's from 'Love Scream Party', only with longer hair on the lower layers.

I wish I would have money ^____^ I mean I'm working 7 weeks during summer vacation, but all the money is for my trip to Japan *sighs* I should win the lottery XD

And now the Emo(?) part:
I think I'm having sleeping-problems because I think too much about my life. And I'm too worried about it. I admit that I feel better than I did half a year ago. Now I can smile without having the feeling that it's faked, I enjoy little things in my life, like spending time with my friends or simply listening to music. But I'm afraid that I'm ruining my life by myself through too much thinking and only seeing the bad things. It's true that there will be a change soon and that I maybe have to leave behind a lot of people I love, but I hope that it will be a good change. For me and for everyone else. Just one thing still bugs me: Sometimes I have the feeling that I'm not living my own life, but the life of someone else. That I'm only living the way others want me to live and not the way I want to live. And sometimes I'm not even sure what I want in life and what I expect from it. I hope I can find it out soon. At least it feels good to write abou that stuff...

Wow....it has been a long time since I updated last time LOL

♥HAPPY HAPPY EASTER BUNNIES!!!!!!!♥

Hope you have a great time searching eggs and eating chocolate bunnies XD

Right now I'm watching Madagascar, god I love that movie!!!!♥
There's this cute little thing, soooo cuuuuuuuuuuuute!!!!!!!<33

On friday I was eating sushi. Well, at first it's kinda awkward (I was eating sushi before, but that's long ago) and smells a bit, but it's not bad or so. Afterwards I went out with my mom and her boyfriend and we drank cocktails lol
Was quite funny.

Yesterday I watched some movies with my best male and my best female friend XD
Was amusing XD

Other than that I don't really have anything to say. I still have vacation and sleep till 4 p.m. everyday lol