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Some random uploads I've done for requests:

Jrock:

( albums )

( mp3s )

OMG!!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!!!*crying and shaking*
I just watched a 'trailer' for Ninja Assasin on TV...well actually I just heard it and missed seeing it ;________;
BUT, BUT!!!!! NINJA ASSASIN!!! That means it will be here soon *cries even more*
OMG!!! I think I'll have some fangirl moments at the cinema *lol*
And I let out a little squeal right now...oh god! Rain in cinema...and Joon *_________*
Now I can go to sleep ^^

bold things that are true

I‘ve never watched Titanic.
I’ve never read Pride and Prejudice. (but I watched it ^^)
I’ve never been drunk.
I’ve never played Laser Tag.
I’ve never skipped in a public place.
I’ve never sung at an inappropriate moment.
I’ve never cried over a movie.
I’ve never cried reading a book.
I’ve never cried while watching a TV show.
I’ve never owned a music player.
I’ve never made a Twitter.
I’ve never read anything by Charles Dickens.
I’ve never been in love.
I’ve never skipped school.
I’ve never owned a rabbit.
I’ve never sung solo in front of a crowd of 100+ people.
I’ve never played Guitar Hero.
I’ve never had more than four siblings.
I’ve never jumped off a swing.
I’ve never been camping. (at least not real camping ^^)
I’ve never watched an episode of QI
I’ve never watched a Heath Ledger movie.
I’ve never watched High School Musical.
I’ve never made a sibling cry. (well I don't have any XD)
I’ve never stolen anything.
I’ve never broken the law.
I’ve never jumped in the sea fully clothed.
I’ve never passed on a chain letter.
I’ve never met a celebrity. (ISSHI!!!!!!! ♥ XD)
I’ve never written fanfiction.
I’ve never gone scuba diving
I’ve never dyed my hair. (LOL)
I’ve never had a tattoo.
I’ve never watched WWE on TV.
I’ve never taken part in a sports contest.
I’ve never been to a football match.
I’ve never danced to a Michael Jackson song.
I’ve never watched a sunset.
I’ve never played a musical instrument.
I’ve never sky dived.
I’ve never eaten fish.
I’ve never read Twilight.
I’ve never punched someone.
I’ve never swam with a dolphin
I’ve never broken a bone.
I’ve never danced well.
I’ve never been arrested.
I’ve never owned a Playstation Three.
I’ve never watched a Batman movie.
I’ve never sang at a Karaoke Night.

Now I thought this question is easy to answer since I really love vampires...and then I sit here and try to come up with anyone *sighs*
Aaliyah (in Queen of the Damned)...I know she's a woman but she was really hot in that movie and I love her!!!! <33 Maybe Alucard, too XD And the two main characters from Vampire Knight ^^

Although I just had 2 weeks of vacation I feel so tired and exhausted...maybe the three last days with parties where too much XD

And now, meme-time!!

TEN ARE YOUS:
? Are you single ? Yes
? Are you happy ? Depends on the situation
? Are you bored ? Sometimes^^
? Are you sad ? Right now, no
? Are you Italian ? No
? Are you German ? 3/4
? Are you Asian ? No
? Are you angry ? Too often...I like to bitch at my friends about random stuff XD
? Are you Irish ? No
? Are your parents still married ? No, they're at the process of divorcing

TEN FACTS
? Birth Place ? Tettnang, Germany
? Hair Color ? natural: light brown/ash yellow // right now: dark brown
? Hair Style ? sometimes curls // sometimes just straight // sometimes 'wild' XD
? Eye color ? Brown
? Birthday ? November 21th 1989
? Mood ? Exhausted
? Gender ? Female
? Lefty or Righty ? eating: lefty // everything else: righty
? Summer or Winter ? Both!!^^
? Morning or Afternoon ? Afternoon

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE:
? Are you in love ? Yes, although it's not good for me
? Do you believe in love at first sight ? Yes!
? Who ended your last relationship ? I can't really remember!
? Have you ever been hurt ? Not that I remember
? Have you ever broken someone’s heart ? I hope not, but I think so ;___;
? Are you friends with your ex ? Not really but we still talk to eachother
? Are you afraid of commitment ? A bit
? Have you hugged someone within the last week? ? I guess ^^
? Have you ever had a secret admirer ? I think so XD
? Have you ever broken your own heart? ? Too many times -.-

TEN THIS OR THAT:
? Love or Lust ? Can I get both *grins*
? Lemonade or Iced tea ? Iced tea!!
? Cats or Dogs ? Cats ♥
? A few best friends or many regular friends ? Best friends
? Television or Internet ? Internet (I'm lost without internet -.-)
? Pepsi or Coke ? Coca!
? Wild night out or romantic night in ? wild night out!!
? Pink or Purple ? PINK...or purple? *confused*
? Day or Night ? Night
? IM or Phone ? IM

TEN HAVE YOU EVER:
? Been caught sneaking out ? no^^
? Fell down the stairs ? down and UP XD
? White water rafted ? nope...
? Finished an entire jawbreaker ? I guess...
? Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt? ? Yes
? Prank called a store ? No...I was a nice child *coughs*
? Skipped School ? Yes XD
? Wanted to disappear ? YES!!

TEN PREFERENCES
? Smile or Eyes ? Both!
? Light or Dark Hair ? Depends on the person
? Fat or Skinny ? Normal?!
? Shorter or Taller ? Taller
? Intelligence or Attraction ? Both xD
? Jock or Nerd ? hmmm...
? Hook-up or Relationship ? depends with whom XD
? Funny and poor OR Rich and serious ? I don't think that money matters...it's a nice 'addition' but nothin more
? Play the guitar or into sports ? Guitar...or dancing XD

TEN LASTS
? Last Phone Call/Text ? Phone: Helga // Text: Helga?
? Last phone call you received ? Helga^^
? Last person you hung out with ? guys from my grade^^
? Last person you hugged ? Helga?!
? Last person you IM'ed ? Michael
? Last thing you ate ? Bread with sausage^^
? Last thing you drank ? Apple juice
? Last site you went to ? livejournal XD
? Last place you were ? outside: school // inside: my bathroom

RELATIONSHIPS
? Are you in a committed relationship ? No..
? Do you want to be ? Yes I would ;___;
? When was your last relationship ? 2 and a half years ago
? Have you ever loved a guy/girl more than anything else in the world? ? I don't think so
? Do you still love them ? -
? Do you like someone right now ? Yes, I do.

FAMILY
? Do you and your family get along ? No, not really!
? Would you say you have a "fucked up life"? Definitely!
? Have you ever run away from home ? I tried!
? If so, how long ? I didn't get far, so maybe only for a few hours
? Have you ever gotten kicked out ? No.
? If so, how long ? -

FRIENDS
? Do you secretly hate one of your friends ? Not really hate...but I'm annoyed by this person >____>
? Do you consider all of your friends good friends ? Hmm...
? Do you trust all your friends ? I trust a few of them!
? Would you die for your best friend(s) ? Knowing myself, yes I would!
? Who knows everything about you ? Me?^^

- Leave a comment and I'll give you a name.
- Post the answers (along with these questions) on your blog.
- Tag other folks, continue.
- If you're not of the meme-y type, feel free to comment anyway. I'll still chuck a name towards your general direction but you may take it or leave it.

nekoshounen gave me Aoi :)



1. Do you like this person?
Yes, a lot!!

2. How do you call this person?
Aoi / Yuu (<-- supposed to be his real name) /honey XD

3. Which color do you associate with this person?
Black, since he often wears black clothes, white and red

5. Looking at his/her character, what blood type do you think he/she has?
Err...I'm not really familiar with blood types but I guess the blood type which says to be very impulsive and a little bit short-tempered XD

6. What do you want to tell that person?
How much he means to be and I want to tell him to be happy!

7. What do you want to do with this person: hug, kiss or shake hands?
Okay I guess everyone knows the answer XD Kiss...but a hug or a hand-shake would be cool, too!

Picspam for classicblissii, because she lost all her pictures and is an awesome mom XD

( Be aware: 300 pictures )

Seems like lately I'm only posting memes XD
I promise a 'real' entry soon!!

( Ey DJ!! )

Title:Broken (oneshot)
Author:blacksoul12012
Pairings:Sihan, broken Sihanchul
Genre:Angst
Word count:369
Disclaimer:If I owned them, be sure I wouldn't write fanfiction ^^
A/N:This story just came into my mind when I woke up one day. It's short but I hope you enjoy it!

( All this tells you <i>it's over</i> and still all you can do is to try. )

I wish you all a happy new year 2009. May all your dreams come true!! I'm going to a party soon, so I hope you're enjoying the evening as well, or did enjoy it or will enjoy it XD


Please go there, you would do me more than a favour!

a. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blog and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
b. Tag six people. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

1. What type of food do you like most?
Asian food, noodles, French food

2. How do you style your hair?
When I had Hiko's hairstyle I tried to style it like hers. At the moment, I'm straightening it and then teasing the upper layers or flip them upwards with the flat-iron. And yesterday I had curls for Christmas XD

3. What is making you happy right now?
Music...and funny random stuff I read/see.

4. What are you currently reading?
I want to start a few Kafka stories soon. Otherwise fanfictions XD

5. Do you need music to study/write?
Most of the time I need music to write, but it rather distracts me when I study.

6. What was the last book you read?
Probably for school, Franz Kafka 'The proceß'. Though I really enjoyed it.

7. What was your first car?
I can't drive...yet!

8. Do you have a crush at the moment?
I don't know...my heart is easily confused XD

9. What is your favorite movie genre?
Either movies that are really deep or movies like Sin City/Lord of the Rings/etc.

10. What was the last thing you ate today?
Rocher XD

11. What’s your morning routine?
On school days: groan when my alarm clock rings and then I snuggle deeper into my pillow, wake up too late, so I have to hurry, get dressed, put on make-up, make my hair look like it's not a broom, stuff something to eat in my mouth and then hurry with my bike to school
On week-ends/vacation: ignore alarm clock (because I'm too lazy to switch it off XD) and go on sleeping happily, then wake up sometime around 12 o'clock

12. What websites do you visit daily?
livejournal

13. What classes do you think you'll take next year?
We can't really choose in Germany plus I'll be finished with school next summer. Afterwardcs I'll go study biology-informatics

14. Which languages do you wish you spoke?
Korean, Chinese, French (fluently)

15. What do you want for Christmas?
Christmas is already over, but I wish I would have been able to spend it with all my friends.

16. What are you daydreaming about right now?
probably my trip to japan next summer

17. Who was your childhood idol?
I don't really remember

18. Where would you like your next holiday to be?
Japan/Korea/China/France

19. What is your dream car?
Ford Mustang, Chevrolet Impala, Ferrari, Porsche and Kawazaki Ninja as motorcycle

20. Tell me something you love about the person who tagged you.
She's one of the nicest persons I've always met. She always thinks about others and wants to make them happy (although sometimes she should take care of herself first)

I tag:
shizuka_no_yume
da_sugarr
loveminor
freyafall
mckinder
zero_dice

Don't be sad or angry if you haven't been tagged.

Only 2 tests now....a real entry will follow today XD

Which NANA character are you? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Nana You are like NANA. A strong person, full of confidence but inside a total train wreck which makes it hard for you to be really close to people sometimes. But when you love someone, you are fully, 100% sure it's for life. Nana 75% Nobu 67% Junko 67% Yasu 58% Takumi 50% Ren 50% Reira 42% Shin 42% Hachi 42% Naoki 33%

XDDD That's soooo cool....I adore NANA!!!!!!♥
I would love to be like her...just go with my guitar to Tokyo *sighs*



Master Seme
Take seme or uke? today!
Created with Rum and Monkey's Personality Test Generator.</p>
*EVIL LAUGH*

Wow....it has been a long time since I updated last time LOL

♥HAPPY HAPPY EASTER BUNNIES!!!!!!!♥

Hope you have a great time searching eggs and eating chocolate bunnies XD

Right now I'm watching Madagascar, god I love that movie!!!!♥
There's this cute little thing, soooo cuuuuuuuuuuuute!!!!!!!<33

On friday I was eating sushi. Well, at first it's kinda awkward (I was eating sushi before, but that's long ago) and smells a bit, but it's not bad or so. Afterwards I went out with my mom and her boyfriend and we drank cocktails lol
Was quite funny.

Yesterday I watched some movies with my best male and my best female friend XD
Was amusing XD

Other than that I don't really have anything to say. I still have vacation and sleep till 4 p.m. everyday lol