Today I was eating some sushi I bought a few days ago. Well actually I only ate one piece because it was frozen sushi and the rice just tastes horrible >_____> The fish is allright, but the rice UARGHHH!!!!
Really I'm missing my laptop more and more each day *sighs*
I want to have my photoshop back T_______________________________________
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I hope
lost_view can visit me on saturday so we can redye my hair and cut hers XD I thought about getting a similar hairstyle to Takeru's from 'Love Scream Party', only with longer hair on the lower layers.
I wish I would have money ^____^ I mean I'm working 7 weeks during summer vacation, but all the money is for my trip to Japan *sighs* I should win the lottery XD
And now the Emo(?) part:
I think I'm having sleeping-problems because I think too much about my life. And I'm too worried about it. I admit that I feel better than I did half a year ago. Now I can smile without having the feeling that it's faked, I enjoy little things in my life, like spending time with my friends or simply listening to music. But I'm afraid that I'm ruining my life by myself through too much thinking and only seeing the bad things. It's true that there will be a change soon and that I maybe have to leave behind a lot of people I love, but I hope that it will be a good change. For me and for everyone else. Just one thing still bugs me: Sometimes I have the feeling that I'm not living my own life, but the life of someone else. That I'm only living the way others want me to live and not the way I want to live. And sometimes I'm not even sure what I want in life and what I expect from it. I hope I can find it out soon. At least it feels good to write abou that stuff...